TONIGHT..
I am grateful for..
- Without the noise…
ummm…esqueeze me?? WTF does that even mean??
So perhaps I spend a large..a VERY LARGE …majority of my day trying to avoid “the silence”. Jamming my ears with the “earbuds” chock full o’ blasting music for my workout. Turning up the car radio, tuning my phone into some sorta music player that will blast the sound waves while I pedal myself silly around Raleigh.
Or tuning into the News, or current programming that will fulfill the air the minute I return home to my humble abode.
Because I cannot fathom the thought..the “terror”..of having that silence..
..while I am ..
alone.
But perhaps…PERHAPS…
This is when the most genuine..and GENIUS thoughts can arise..
while in…
..the SILENCE.
Nothing to distract, just the most magnificent and pure thoughts “bubbling” to the surface…and spilleth over…to fulfill my cup o’ insightful..
CRAP-O-LA… 🙂
2. MY BROKEN.HIP.
Um…esqueeze me again??
WHAT THE BLEEP?
Yes …I am GRATEFUL For…
..a BROKEN HIP.
Because it is a constant reminder that there was a time in my life when I had to start..
ALL.OVER.AGAIN.
I was strapped to hospital bed x 4 days.
Then graduated to a walker x 3 months.
Then graduated to a cane x 3 months.
And somehow..
SOME.
HOW.
I managed to “reinvent” myself.
Entirely, completely and UTTERLY broken down..but started from scratch..
Rebuilt myself..
Rediscovered myself…
ALL.
OVER.
AGAIN.
And I was SO incredibly fortunate to have a Sh%T ton o help.
And it reminds me that it is OK .. absolutely OK..
to seek…and subsequently accumulate ..
..a SH%T ton o’ help.
Because I would hands-down-without-hesitation provide a SH%T ton o’ help to ANY friend in need if the ever..EVER decided they needed to start…
ALL.
OVER.
AGAIN.
…cuz I still got my walker and cane for you to borrow. 🙂
And here’s hoping that YOU , my dear friend, might never fear, or avoid the opportunity to “rebuild” yourself…ALL.OVER.AGAIN.
Our scars are our most precious gift…
Until next time my loves..
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Great reinvention!!
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